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i have a situation...
okay you guys.. listen up, i have a situation this week... but, it's just for this week.. so let me start with how this situation arose.. okay so some relatives of mine came over to our house for the weekend, and they decided to head over to northern california to visit some other relatives of mine, and whose car did they decide to take but mine ofcourse. so yeah, they went and took my car with them up north, and i didn't even know about this till this very morning, and they took the car this afternoon.. so yeah, and i ask my mom, "so how am i supposed to to school?" and she doesn't really provide me an answer... i obviously can't drive her car, ML320, for the fact that i'm not used to it, and i can't drive it on the freeway just yet.. i can drive it on the sidestreets, but i can't drive it on the freeway.. no way, not that used to it. so now, i ask, "how do i get to practice?".. i guess my mom seemed to have forgotten all of a sudden that i have practice to go to, even though she has been waking me up for the past month and a half we've had practice.. but hey go figure with that one.. so later on my mom provides me with the answer that i can just take the Honda.. my old car. cuz it's still here, which i don't mind at all.. don't get me wrong, i don't care.. and don't mind, although this car isn't in it's best condition and has a 1 in 5 chance of over-heating while i'm driving it on the freeway due to this heat, but hey, i don't care as long as i get to where i need to be going right.. but then another question.. "who's going to take care of the kid [eric]? cuz usually when i'm at practice relatives of mine that live in glendale take care of the kid until practice ends then i pick him up, and take him back home with me.. but oopsy let's see here, the people that live in glendale that take care of the kid are up north along with my car. yess... so problem with that one too huh? yeah.. so that's my current situation that i needed to discuss with you guys.. i'm not sure if i'm going to be able to go to practice this week cuz all of a sudden i gave birth to a 6 year old child this summer, and all of a sudden he's become one of my biggest responsibilities.. i'm so sorry... and i dont' want you guys to think that i don't want to be there, cuz my i do want to be there so badly.. but i don't have much choice at this very moment.. i still have to talk to phil, and i'm going to talk to phil this afternoon.. so if you guys have any ideas on anything about this situation, thanks. i'm not having the greatest day as of this moment.. my mom pissed me off, the first day on my rag, which means, i'm crawling up into a little ball this whole day, which i am doing as i'm typing this.. and i got into a spat with the BF. so yeahhh... sorry ahead of time for any not so happy things i say to any of you guys... and oh yeah yelena and i went to this website to look at cheer stuff, they have some pretty good stuff.. you guys go check it out.. there are some yelena and i personally like, but tell us which ones you guys like and we'll see what we can do about it k? so yeah that's all for now.. hope you guys are having a better day than i am...
on a lighter note, felt like sharing so that this blog isn't so drab.. i was lying on my bed upset at the freakin' world.. haha, and i had eric lying next to me.. and so i was sitting there on the phone taking out anguish i had on a friend of mine on the phone, yes guys, feel sorry for him, and then so i'm sitting there, just got finished tearing up a little about the lack of action my mom was doing towards the situation she has suddenly placed me in, and then eric comes in and says, "Ninang this is for you." [sidenote: "ninang" in tagalog, my language, means Godmother, and i'm Eric's Godmother] and i expected it to be a note saying "i love you." cuz he does this often, and actually this is sort of a game we play where he writes that and i go crazy when i read it and chase him around the house.. haha don't ask. but yeah so i open it thinking that's all it was, and also thinking to myself.. i'm so not in the mood to play.. and then i open it and it does say "i love you." but along with that it had a 5 dollar bill in it, and a quarter... =) i just thought this was so sweet.. i don't know why, but i guess in my emotional state i thought it was such a sweet gesture for a 6 year old boy to do, cuz i figured $5 to a 6 year old is like $9879719723 million dollars, and he's giving it to me... cuz i was talking about having to get a job and what not and other things on the phone, and i guess he was listening.. so that just made me cry some more, and not because i was sad or mad, but just cuz i thought it was so sweet.. i was literally like crying so much cuz of it. so yeah just felt like sharing that story to you guys.. this in no way relates to cheer, but hey.... you guys are my friends, and felt like sharing a story to some great friends of mine.
testing 1, 2, 3.. testing... hahaha..
okay since lucy-goosey told me to put in my two cents, i think i shall.. so here i go.. YELENA! keep on being annoying! hahaha jk! but no seriously.. keep doing it.. i think all of us brings a certain aspect to the team, and you bring that aspect to the team.. the let's keep going guys.. we can do it guys! and you're the one pretty consistent about it.. so good job to you! cuz when all of us say to ourselves.. "forget this." you're the one that can say keep going! so yeah that's your role, and don't you dare retire from doing that! so yeah... hMm as for everything else.. camp, and all that junk non sense.. i personally, have given up any chance of us attending camp.. so i'm not trippin' about that anymore.. let's try and concentrate on WHAT WE DO HAVE, and that's TALENT! a whole lot of it! along side potential! instead of concentrating on WHAT WE DON'T HAVE, which is stupid camp! sure camp teaches us fundamentals.. we can learn fundamentals too.. if we have that one day camp.. we can get ahead! remember last time we had that?! we got a lot of stunting in, in a short amount of time! as for the routines.. i have "hook ups" hahaha or not.. well my cousin is going to camp, so she can just teach me the routines, and i can teach the rest of the team.. dawgs, we're straight! chilaxizzle! hahaha sorry it's the bubblicious gum i'm chewing.. but yeah... as for freshman orientation.. we can practice like after summer school if anything.. cuz yeah personally i need the tuesday rest.. i know you guys might not, but i do.. since i do drive 30minutes to get from here to there, and i get really tired! and i lack sleep, and my allergies kick my ass even worse, and then my eyes start twitching from lack of sleep.. i went to the doctor for my arm, and he said partly the reason why my body seems to be hurting more and what not is cuz of my lack of sleep and lack of rest... so yeah.. but i'm completely up for going afterschool or something, cuz then i can just rest until around 12:30, and i'm already going to be down at glendale cuz of morning practices... so atleast i have my tuesday of not driving down to glendale.. so yeah... but if we MUST do it on tuesday morning.. i'll be there, with out a doubt... i'll have the radio in my car all through out the week, and the music is also in my car.. so yeah.. don't trip! hahaha.. alritee, i'm done with this.. see you guys...
oh to add on to more of the news.. phil said the doctor told him to stay off of it for 3 days, and so yeah he's going to do that, and those 3 days are yesterday, today, and tomorrow. he said he's going to be here the rest of the week, but i think if the injury is too severe then there might not the partner stunting. so we'll see.. but as of right now what he has said is practice is cancelled just for tomorrow. seeyalaterr guys!
hahaha. my turn i guess to reply to the goings on... i begin with an LOL!
hahaha, seriously guys, this stuff is stupid! can we stop wasting our times paying attention to mindless things? so what if they copy what we did, we should be flattered! haha, HECK, i AM! daym we're soooo very cool that people copied us! hahahahah, i'm fooling myself, but you get the drift. i understand the frustrations within the team, but the bitter feelings doesn't help anyone. and TRUST, i'm not just talking out of my crack and back, i mean i feel you guys on the whole ordeal, and i have looked at them and been like "eww..." but yelena is right, we're going about things the completely wrong way. if they talk crap about us, if they call us the female dog words, and we respond to them the way we have been, how wrong are their accusations about us then? i go for proving them wrong, and supporting them as much as we can! come out the better people in the end. and besides, we are at the end of everything ONE TEAM! maybe they don't look at us and say wow! they're so good, who the hell cares, that's their opinion. i don't think we go and look at them and see their potential. we look at them and aren't so happy with what we see sometimes, so why should we expect the same from them. i know the teams don't get along very well due to certain things, but we gotta try and get to know them atleast before we can create a concrete judgement about a person. i'm not saying don't judge them, because i think it's necessary and human nature to judge., so i don't think you can say "don't judge." cuz right when you see a person that's the first thing you do, whether it be a good judgement or a bad judgement. the trick is allowing your judgement about a person to be flexible, don't let your first judgements dictate what you think about the person, but instead get to know the person and really form your own judgements about them, by what YOU KNOW of them, not what YOU THiNK you know. i don't know what i'm asking, or even what i'm saying.. all i do know is, it's hard to say you don't like a person if we don't even really know them first hand. i bet the people writing in this blog at this moment probably wouldn't think that this circle of people would be sharing random thoughts and ideas.. i bet some of us here had some off judgements about a person, am i right? i know you guys didn't first judge me as the COOL ASS CHiCK THAT i AM! hahahahah! jk guys! but yeah, you get what i mean... take the time to get to know these girls, and with this you kill two birds with one stone... you get to show them who you really are, and maybe erase any misconceptions they have about you, and you get to know them, and erase/confirm any misconceptions they have about you. like yelena said, we don't have to be their bestfriends... just their team mate, right now, we're not really acting like that. and as "VARSiTY" we should try and be there for them, that's part of the job description i think. we're supposed to be the older and wiser in the team, and they're the (CS term) "noobs" hahaha [you like that one huh nash?] let's feed them a bit of our "wisdom" if we have any.. hahaha.. cuz we complain about their bad technique, but yet we do diddly squat about them. so basically, in a nut shell, i just wanna say... ORLANDO BLOOM GiVES ME ORGASMS! ahahah i'm kidding.. what i meant to say was, judging sucks, but we're all guilty of doing it, and we're not bad people for it, we're just human, and allow our judgements to be flexible.
i'm a little high on the pirates of the caribbean movie right now.. that movie is AWESOME! disney out did themselves! =D guys, let's go to disneyland!!!
did i make sense on this post.. cuz i have "yo-ho, yo-ho, the pirates life for me.." stuck in my head, so i don't know if that got in the way of my writing.. hahaha. ahhh well, hope you guys got what i was trying to say.
so hMm.. i'm bored. it's sunday, and i'm here home alone, what's new huh?! i have no plans today, cuz i'm a big loser face/lazy ass... i don't feel like driving anywhere, but nobody wants to drive over to me! =/ BOOOOO! but anyways, hMm well, let's see, i just felt like blogging just to blog, although i don't even know why exactly i'm blogging.. so i think this blog is going to be quite the random one.. the uhh plan for this weeken was a bust.. too bad so sad! that would have been really fun though! that sucked! stupid mom! hahaha! oh well.. next time guys, next time! i'm tired, and i'm bored. i think i'm going to be tired and bored some place else but here. sorry for the lack of thought and intellect into this blog, i was just bored and felt like putting in my 2cents. but since what i wrote isn't even worth 2cents, i'll be sure to give you guys back the change. whoa, i'm random. gotta go before i say any more stupid things.
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